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oh my dear 9 years old alba. please be brave. just another few months to go. dont u dare to die at this moment.

i'm going to give u a tender loving care.

i know u r not anymore a water resistant alba and i'm going to be careful not to bring u to shower like i used to be.

my dear alba...please...please...

although u r just a 9 years old alba with lots of scratches here and there..with 1 hospitalization due to joint broke down..but u r there for me for 9 years.....lets make it 10 years together....

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sejak beberapa bulan yang lepas i maca suke baca satu blog ini, blognya memang best, the way she write memang best. i like. terjumpa blog nie masa melawat blog kwn i.

if anyone want to read her blog go to www.nurulism.com

the best part of it, of course for a hopelessly romantic woman like me yang tgk love story sampai mata merah2 nie, i like her kisah cinta magis....huuu....

okie...i need to go....bye

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a new year wish list

1. dslr camera - cost 2500

2. a driving license - cost 1000

3. a degree - cost - a hard work

4. a so nice vacation - cost 500 - 800

5. a affordable dream car by the end of year - cost - lets keep it as a secret first

6. roller coster trip - cost - 300 - 500 - its been a long time since i've been to genting.....about 7, 8 years ago.

7. a more meaningful year - cost - usaha doa tawakkal

8. a happier n brighter life - cost - smile and smile

9. gives my parent a good news - cost - usaha doa tawakkal

10. music class ???

so many things to do, and lots of money to use.....

even so, i just hope for 1 thing, "this year, its going to be more meaningful"

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suatu hari di hari khamis di depan lif lobi fakulti.

i : hi doc

doc: hi, final year student right?

i : yes...[sambil senyum2 ayu]

doc : fatim right?

i : yes..doc, your memory is very good

doc : i remember you because u r beautiful.

i : [senyum lebar sampai telinga]

perempuan kalau kene puji dia cantek ke comel ke, die memang suka.

mesti rasa berbunga bunga macam esok boleh dapat bunga ke apa.huuuuu...

kalauibisajujur > asal rasa berbunga bunga je ni ??

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minggu ini i sangat stress. inilah exam paling sux dalam hidup i. okay kalau i fail [i malu i malu]....i dont know what will happen next. i hope i can recover faster. for the time being....i'm drowning....sumbody please safe me.....

anyway....sum of my friends make me smile with their comments.....

really had a gud laugh after 1/2 day of crying non stop.

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hampir 23 tahun

pencapaian?

masih dalam samar2

cukupkah pengalaman yg ada untuk menempuhi hidup ini?

pernah bergembira

pernah ketawa

pernah bersedih

pernah berduka

pernah dilukai

pernah merasa kejayaan

pernah merasa kegagalan

pernah berada pada tahap hidup yang paling sukar

pernah berjuang untuk mempertahankan diri

pernah merasai pergolakan

pernah ditikam dari belakang

pernah merasa perasaan takut

pernah merasai perasaan runsing

pernah merasa cinta

pernah merasa sakit kerana cinta

pernah merasa perasaan lucu

pernah merasa kedamaian

pernah merasa erti sahabat

pernah merasai erti lawan

pernah merasai erti kepercayaan

pernah merasai erti kesetiaan

pernah merasa erti rasa itu apa

terlampau sedikit yg pernah dirasa. mungkin belum mencukupi

mungkin sekarang masih merasa perasaan2 diatas, masih berjuang mengatasi halangan di dalam hati

cuba mencari sedikit bahagia

cuba mencari erti diri sendiri

cuba mencari sesuatu yang sentiasa kosong didalam jiwa

cuba mencari kepuasan dalam hidup

masih ada yang hilang, yang hilang itu dari dahulu hingga kini belum terjumpa

moga sedikit erti yang lebih bermakna muncul dengan perasaan sedikit bersedia.

untitle

yes...people do change...

and sumtimes people ask....u change so much...why?

simple answer.....i walk, i learn, i experience....and sum people change me....wutever people done to me.....its effect me...n i change....n sumtimes i know i change to much.......maybe all this while i pretend to be the good person or wutever....and i'm not change...i just return to the old me, which i know, i'm better in such way...eventhough.....people will say...she change from being a good person to bad person....

there was one moment i try to change......but during that time, it just happen that i met few people who make me feel its better to be the old you.

i'm not a good person...but at least i know that i'm and i' trying to be a good person, maybe not today, but tomorrow??